why did i  hide my feelings?why??! I am  dying to tell that someone special how much i love and value him but i ended up doing the opposite thing.i reject him..

maybe I'm just too coward to let him know..

I'm  frightened of something that i don't know or something that doesn't even exist.

I'm frightened that what if his feelings for me is not true.I'm afraid to loose so I don't give it a try...

only to realized that i lost the battle without fighting ,without trying.

now, i regret everything. i regret it because his gone. too bad and too late for me.